That was my heart when time was a seed

friends only

2004-10-11T00:01:30Z

i decided to make this friends-only...just because i want to. so if you're reading this and not on my friends list (which you prolly are) comment and i might add you....

bluesidegrl @ 2003-04-08T21:18:00

2003-04-09T02:18:51Z

lbc is in your pants

bluesidegrl @ 2003-04-08T20:37:00

2003-04-09T01:37:52Z

im gonna go see LBC!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY they're pretty cool, but not as cool as the ROON!!!! yahooo! well im bored now, so byeeeeeee

bluesidegrl @ 2003-04-08T18:15:00

2003-04-08T23:16:06Z

you're nothing new, that's what i don't like about you
you don't fit in, not the whole new spin
music won't set you free, this has nothing to do with you or me
the darkness is shed to find new light
im coming out of the cocoon, not to start a fight
it's hard enough
you make this so rough
pressure is building all around
breaking free
the deafening sound
of everything
you see

bluesidegrl @ 2003-04-04T20:44:00

2003-04-05T02:43:46Z

you've kissed me
you've kissed a million girls before
but you hold me
so close that i can feel the way you do
or at least the way i want you to
you say that
words get in the way
but i wish that
you'd say them anyway
i fell for you
i'm sure it's nothing new

bluesidegrl @ 2003-04-04T20:35:00

2003-04-05T02:34:54Z

this is so annoying
i can't you out of my head
stupid lyicis of all that's been said
it's empty
meaningless
to me
inside my head....my place
nothing inside can recognize your face
my insides are falling apart. . .
i can't see to the other side of tomorrow
there's nothing anyone can do
i've fallen out of love with you

poems poems. . .poe's ms

2003-03-26T04:34:37Z

Everyone thinks they're deep,
but it's not something you seeks
whent the journey's over,
they'll all fade away
You can mold this world into everything it could be
Lennon says let it be
it's cold and cruel
but hey it's all very cool
Stupid world stop fighting
here comes the lightning
the rains flow down my face
Nothing to embrace the stupidity of my enemies
The mind isn't a complex thing
Buzzers go off and say ding
just move n with your third finger rock
im lost and can't move from this spot
this isn't the end
--------------------------
You're not the kinda guy i fall for,
you're just the kind i don't adore
Can't you see you're not what im looking for?
I don't want what you've got, you're not all i've bought
I don't need you're problems
we've all got our own,
im not sorry you've gotta end up alone
you're not my favorite line from a song
you're the kind that makes it go all wrong
But you piss me off everytime i don't listen to you
whine
cause i don't need you
I don't need your bruises
And you can stop wonder whether or not this is gonna be it
Put it all behind you, cause i can't help it if all your days remain the same.
your face is sad, but it's not enought to make me feel bad
But this has all been said before, and it's nothing you haven't heard,
it's hard to believe that this isn't about what anyone expects
it's just about what reflects when i look inside

bluesidegrl @ 2003-03-24T21:39:00

2003-03-25T03:36:52Z

he looks like a little yago, and where yago, you go, biotch!

bluesidegrl @ 2003-03-24T21:04:00

2003-03-25T03:01:32Z

oldies are fun

bluesidegrl @ 2003-03-24T20:34:00

2003-03-25T02:31:18Z

Turn Smile Shift Repeat

which Phantom Planet song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

bluesidegrl @ 2003-03-24T20:22:00

2003-03-25T02:19:32Z

i think *you* don't get it.
i think i won't sweat it.
i'll move on,
even tho im not done
we don't see eye to eye
it's time to go, it's time to fly
this is inside,
it's nice and quiet,
you don't get me, that's alright
i want you, but i don't need you,
i just need you to understand
we're only friends,
come on in,
run away,
fly away
i wish this was something more
but im standing in the open door

YAY! my song. . .

2003-03-23T21:02:18Z

SORRY SORRY
You know what's going to happen in the relationship that you're in, and you're "sorry sorry" that it's going to turn out that way. But, the girl/boy still digs your new suede shoes, so things are alright in the beginning.
What is your Rooney song?
a she's a dreamer quiz

boredom

2003-03-22T20:41:12Z

the world doesn't know me
nothing will throw me
i can't trust you
don't look sad, don't look blue
this place isn't your memory burial ground,
it's my lost and found
i'm not a siren, you're not in a ship,
don't freak out, don't flip
this isn't your riddle,
i'm playing the world's smallest fiddle
it's not the end, but my story won't begin
i'm not seeing what you want, you're too dumb to put up a front
as long as i can
i'll keep you away,
i don't care what you say, i hope that's ok
this is my silent symphony, and it's all about me

play practice

2003-02-28T04:27:06Z

sucks